R.I.P. Anthony

The afternoon before I lost Anthony, around 4 or 4:30 we were watching “Beverly Hills Chihuahua ” and this song is in the movie. It was very moving to me and I went and sat the computer and looked it up on youtube. I wanted to learn to sing it and do a cover of it on youtube. But just as I sat down Anthony came wanting to be picked up. So I did and realized he was sleepy. So I sang the part of the song I could remember from the movie until he fell asleep. It was a late nap and he ended up sleeping until around 8 something. Usually, he woke up after his bedtime I would put him right back to sleep. But he had missed dinner so I made him a really good meal and then let him stay up really late with me. He ended up waking up Christina who was also hungry. When Anthony saw Christina eating he wanted to eat again. So of course I fed him. He finished his second meal faster than Christina finished her first. Tony was telling her she eats too slow and to eat more like Anthony. And I said no, take your time and chew 32 times….I just wish I had enforced it even more. I miss Anthony so much. This song, I can’t believe this was the last song I song to him.